Walking with God: A Journey of Self-Discovery

Have you ever wondered if you’re fully using your experiences and abilities in your church planting, church growth, or at your workplace?

The 360 survey is an evaluation tool designed for all Christians—not only church planters and ministry leaders, but also those working in Christian businesses, nonprofits, schools, hospitals, and more. Participants receive feedback from six people who know them well (such as a recruiter, supervisor/Main pastor, spouse, colleague, and disciples). This feedback encourages self-awareness and personal growth.

From a set of 40 evaluation areas, you can select 6–8 items tailored to your specific goals. After the survey, you will receive a comprehensive feedback report including evaluation graphs, strengths, and areas for growth. You’ll then have an online meeting with a CTCJ coach to discuss the results and develop a concrete action plan. (Click here for more details about the 360 survey)

Through the 360 survey, many have deepened their self-awareness and experienced transformation in their walk with God and relationships with others. Here, we share the voices of two Japanese Christian men: one in his 20s preparing to plant a church in future(A), and another with many years of ministry experience currently serving as a lead pastor in the church(B).

1. Did the 360 survey help you grow in self-awareness?

A:"Although I already knew I had areas to improve, the feedback from others made me realize I was more lacking than I had thought. On the other hand, I was also encouraged to see that others rated me highly in areas I hadn’t recognized myself."

B:"Seeing how others evaluated me helped me reaffirm my gifts and reminded me of God’s grace and mercy. The feedback helped me understand the gap between my self-perception and others’ perspectives and clarified the roles and responsibilities expected of me.”

2. How was the follow-up online meeting helpful?

A:"The coach provided an objective view of the results, which helped me clearly understand my current situation and what I needed to do next. It was especially helpful to create three specific action plans together. Discussing a long-avoided issue during the session gave me the courage to finally face it."

B:"It was a huge help. When I try to analyze the results by myself, I tend to overthink. But the coach, as a third party, discussed the results based on facts, which gave me clarity. My direction became clearer, and I could think through my action plan more concretely. I started with a fresh mindset—and some of those practices continue to this day."

3. Did you experience positive change or impact in your work after the survey?

A:"One of the action plans I implemented led to reconciliation with a family member. I used to avoid that relationship, but I was able to take the initiative. That person later began attending church and even started praying at home. It was amazing to witness that change. I also became aware that I lacked a clear future vision, and now I am intentionally thinking about it."

B:"It gave me healthy confidence. I realized that I don’t need to be overly cautious. It felt like someone gave me a gentle push forward."

4. Why would you recommend the 360 survey to others?

A:"I recommend this not only for church planters, but for all leaders. In the past, I’ve received generic assessments with only a few respondents. This survey allows six people from various roles in your life to evaluate you—which is a rare and valuable opportunity. I've tried tools like StrengthsFinder and the 16 Personalities test, but those only reflect self-perception. The 360 survey gave me objective insight into my actual self. The written comments and clearly worded report about my strengths and growth areas were incredibly helpful. It deepened my self-awareness and clarified what others expect of me."

B:"I believe taking the 360 survey is especially meaningful for church planters. I would recommend this to all planters and pastors. It not only helps the individual being evaluated, but also deepens the understanding of those who support them—churches, committees, and teams. It helps them understand the planter’s or pastor’s strengths and areas of growth, leading to more meaningful support."

Closing Reflections

Both individuals deepened their understanding of themselves and their spiritual gifts. By putting into practice the action plans developed during the coaching sessions, they experienced tangible changes and new steps forward. In both life and ministry, there are many seasons and stages. Gaining awareness of one’s strengths, weaknesses, potential, and blind spots benefits not only our relationship with God but also how we serve others and work in teams. Personal transformation inevitably blesses the church and the entire community.

Ultimately, God is our judge and so we should not overly worry about how others (or we) assess our role. Yet, Proverbs repeatedly teaches that the wise person listens to advice, even when it is difficult (Proverbs 12:15–18, 27:5–6). It is not easy to see ourselves objectively, which is why God-given feedback from others is a precious guide for reflection.

The 360 survey is a tool that helps you gain insight and take your next step. Why not use the 360 Survey as a step to face yourself as you prepare for a new stage—or as an opportunity to confirm that God’s guidance is indeed clear? We warmly invite you to take that next step.

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For questions or inquiries: 360survey@citytocityjapan.com

Author:Kumi Ogawa

The Transformative Power of Repentance

Repentance is a word that often evokes feelings of guilt and shame, yet it is a vital aspect of the Christian life. Why is it, then, that many believers struggle to embrace repentance as a regular part of their walk with Christ? Perhaps we view it as a burden rather than a blessing. Yet, the Scriptures reveal that repentance is not merely a task to complete but a transformative journey that allows us to experience the fullness of God’s grace. Understanding the true nature of repentance can propel us into deeper fellowship with God and one another, enabling us to walk in the light of His love. 

This article will explore the significance of repentance in the life of a Christian, clarify common misconceptions, and provide a Gospel-driven framework for understanding and practicing repentance. Embracing the reality that “all of life is repentance” will lead us to a richer, more authentic relationship with our Saviour.

The Value of Repentance in the Life of a Christian

1. All of the Christian Life is Repentance

Repentance is not simply a one-time act; it encompasses the entire Christian experience. Jesus began His ministry with a clear call to repentance, as recorded in Mark 1:14-15 (ESV): “Now after John was arrested, Jesus came into Galilee, proclaiming the gospel of God, and saying, ‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel.’” The Greek word used here for "repent" is actually a present participle, indicating an ongoing process—repenting. 

Martin Luther encapsulated this idea when he stated, “When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ said, ‘Repent,’ he willed the entire life of believers to be one of repentance.” This understanding challenges the notion that repentance is just for the initial stages of our faith or reserved for the most egregious sins. Instead, it invites us into a continual posture of humility and reliance on God’s grace.

When we acknowledge that every aspect of our lives requires repentance, we begin to see how deeply intertwined our relationship with God is with our need for His mercy. As the Belgic Confession states, true Christians are marked by their faith and their “fleeing from sin and pursuing righteousness.” This continuous turning away from sin and toward God is a hallmark of a vibrant Christian life.

2. Repentance is a Command to Obey

Repentance is not merely an optional practice; it is a command from God. In Acts 2:37-38 (ESV), after Peter addresses the crowd at Pentecost, they are “cut to the heart” and ask, “Brothers, what shall we do?” Peter responds, “Repent and be baptised every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.” 

This call to repentance demonstrates its importance in the Christian faith. It is not just a suggestion but a divine command that leads to salvation and the indwelling of the Holy Spirit. However, many believers struggle with the idea of repentance as a command. It can feel like a burden when we associate it with guilt or shame, especially in a culture that often prioritises self-justification over accountability.

We must remember that repentance is rooted in the goodness of God. It is not merely about acknowledging our failures; it is about recognising the love and grace that God extends to us. When we see repentance through this lens, it becomes less about our shortcomings and more about God's desire for us to live in fellowship with Him.

3. Repentance is a Gift to Receive

Understanding repentance as a gift rather than a punishment is crucial for our spiritual growth. In Isaiah 1:18 (ESV), God invites us, saying, “Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.” This invitation reflects the heart of the Gospel—God desires to cleanse us and restore us to a right relationship with Him.

However, many believers struggle to accept repentance as a gift. They may feel unworthy of God’s grace, believing that their sins disqualify them from receiving forgiveness. Yet, the beauty of the Gospel is that it is precisely in our weakness and failure that God’s grace shines the brightest. As Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 12:9 (ESV), “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’”

When we approach repentance as a gracious gift from God, we can experience healing and restoration. It opens our eyes to the depth of our sin and the immeasurable love of Christ, allowing us to find rest for our souls in His embrace.

The Process of Gospel-Driven Repentance

Understanding the principles of repentance is vital, but we must also recognise the process through which we engage in true repentance. This involves a heartfelt response to God’s grace, an acknowledgment of our sin, and a desire to turn away from it. 

1. Reflecting on God’s Nature

The process of repentance begins with a clear understanding of who God is. When Isaiah encountered the Lord in Isaiah 6:1-7 (ESV), he was struck by the holiness and majesty of God: “In the year that King Uzziah died I saw the Lord sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up; and the train of his robe filled the temple.” This vision of God’s glory reveals His holiness and power, prompting Isaiah to recognise his own unworthiness: “Woe is me! For I am lost; for I am a man of unclean lips.”

In our journey of repentance, we must first reflect on God’s nature—His holiness, love, and justice. This reflection helps us understand the weight of our sin in light of His greatness, compelling us to turn back to Him in humility.

2. Acknowledging the Weight of Sin

Next, we must confront the reality of our sin. Isaiah’s confession, “I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips,” illustrates our collective need for repentance. Sin is not merely a personal issue; it affects our relationships with God and others. When we recognise the gravity of sin, we can grieve over it appropriately, leading to true repentance.

In 2 Corinthians 7:10 (ESV), Paul writes, “For godly grief produces a repentance that leads to salvation without regret.” This godly grief is a crucial part of the process, as it leads us to acknowledge the pain our sin causes both ourselves and those around us. It moves us from a place of indifference to one of deep sorrow and recognition of our need for God’s mercy.

3. Embracing the Gospel

Finally, the process of repentance culminates in embracing the Gospel. God’s grace meets us in our brokenness, offering hope and restoration. In Isaiah 6:6-7 (ESV), the seraphim touches Isaiah’s lips with a burning coal, declaring, “Behold, this has touched your lips; your guilt is taken away, and your sin atoned for.” This beautiful act of atonement illustrates the heart of the Gospel: God does not leave us in our sin but actively works to cleanse and restore us.

When we recognise that repentance is intertwined with the Gospel, we understand that it is not a burden we carry alone; it is a journey we embark on with Christ. As we confess our sins and turn towards Him, we experience the profound peace of being reconciled with our Creator. The Gospel assures us that our past does not define us; rather, we are defined by Christ’s righteousness and love.

Cultivating a Culture of Repentance

As believers, we are called not only to practice repentance individually but also to cultivate a culture of repentance within our communities. This requires intentionality and a willingness to embrace vulnerability. A culture of repentance acknowledges that we are all in need of God’s grace and that no one is above the necessity of turning away from sin.

1. The Role of Leadership

For churches and ministries, the responsibility begins with leadership. Pastors and church leaders must model a lifestyle of repentance, openly confessing their own struggles and demonstrating a reliance on God’s grace. As John Owen famously said, “Be killing sin or it will be killing you.” Leaders who exemplify this truth create an environment where congregants feel safe to acknowledge their own struggles and seek restoration.

2. Creating Safe Spaces

To foster a culture of repentance, churches should create safe spaces for confession and accountability. This could be through small groups, prayer meetings, or church-wide gatherings focused on repentance. In these settings, believers can share their burdens, pray for one another, and encourage one another to seek God’s forgiveness and strength to turn from sin.

3. Emphasising God’s Grace

It is essential that the message of repentance be rooted in God’s grace and love. While it is vital to acknowledge our sin, we must also emphasise the hope and healing that comes through Christ. This balance helps believers see repentance not as an end to their joy but as a pathway to deeper joy found in the presence of God.

Embracing Repentance

Repentance is not merely a duty; it is a grace-filled opportunity to draw closer to our loving Father. As we embrace the truths that all of life is repentance, that it is a command to obey, and that it is a precious gift to receive, we position ourselves to experience the transformative power of the Gospel. 

In a culture that often shies away from acknowledging wrongdoing, let us be a community that celebrates the beauty of repentance—a community that recognises our need for grace and invites others to join us on this journey. As we reflect on God’s nature, acknowledge the weight of our sin, and embrace the Gospel, we will find ourselves not only changed but eager to share the hope of Christ with the world around us.

Ultimately, may our lives reflect the heart of true repentance: a continual turning towards God, a deepening understanding of His love, and a joyful pursuit of holiness. As we navigate our Christian walk, let us remember that each step of repentance brings us closer to the One who loves us perfectly and desires to restore us fully. 

In the words of 1 John 1:9 (ESV), “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” This promise is our assurance as we journey through life, knowing that repentance is not the end, but rather the beginning of a deeper relationship with our Saviour. Let us, therefore, cultivate a culture of repentance in our hearts and communities, embracing the grace that transforms us into the image of Christ.

For further reflection:

One church planter was renowned for his open discussion of the importance of repentance in both his sermons and personal testimonies. In his daily life, he was quick to apologise for his mistakes, and in church he set an example by demonstrating a posture of repentance, inspiring others to follow his lead. This attitude of repentance became a habit among the congregation. However, despite this culture of repentance, relationship conflicts persisted and eventually major conflicts arose within the leadership.

Indeed, repentance had become ingrained in the church's culture, yet the pastor's attitude towards it was as follows: “I'm sorry. I am grateful that God forgives me for who I am. Don't you agree?' But given my tendencies, I may do the same thing again. So please forgive me.”

In Japan in particular, there is a strong tendency to interpret sin as an action or crime, and therefore there is a tendency to lack understanding of the nature of sin in terms of the heart or inner state. This is especially true for Christian leaders who faithfully guide the church and devote themselves to outreach and pastoring without any problems in their actions, as it can be difficult for them to look into their own hearts.

While there was an acknowledgement of sin and gratitude for God's forgiveness, there was no indication of a desire to turn away from sin. It is important to be honest about one's weaknesses and failures while recognising one's sinful nature without becoming pessimistic, depressed or self-pitying. Rather, one should have confidence in God's grace. This attitude should naturally be reflected in pastoral ministry and is one of the important results of repentance through the gospel.

Paul, for example, had a self-awareness that he was 'the least of the apostles'. In his later years, he recognised himself as 'the foremost of sinners', but at the same time, his absolute confidence in God's grace grew.

Pastors and church leaders can become professionals in repentance and build a culture of repentance within the church. However, with deep gratitude for the gospel and His grace, one can see the ultimate fruit of repentance. This is exemplified by the tax collector who beat his chest and prayed without lifting his face to heaven, and by Zacchaeus who said, 'Lord, I give half of my possessions to the poor.' And if I have defrauded anyone of anything, I will pay back four times as much."

Despite our broken state, the hope and restoration that God grants us through His grace is immeasurably valuable and requires the ultimate sacrifice: Christ himself. Pastors and church leaders are blessed and given with the incredible opportunity to experience the transformative power of God's grace and the profound privilege of facilitating such genuine repentance.

Author:CTCJ Collaborative Writing Team

In 2025, CTCJ set out a new vision to become a thought leader in the field of urban church planting in Japan. The Collaborative Writing Team (Co-writing Team) is one of the ways we are working towards this goal. The team is made up of a core group of staff members, as well as a number of writers and editors from diverse backgrounds, who work together to produce articles on topics that are useful for church planters, with the gospel as the foundation and focus.

Embracing Our Sonship

When was the last time you marvelled at the reality that you are an adopted child of God? Too often, Christians understand justification as foundational to their faith, but they overlook another profound grace: adoption. Adoption is not just a theological concept but a reality that reshapes our identities and our relationship with God. The Apostle Paul paints this picture in Galatians 4:4-7 (ESV): “But when the fullness of time had come, God sent forth his Son... to redeem those who were under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.” Here is a grace that transcends a simple pardon, to offer familial intimacy with God Himself.

Distinct Yet Inseparable Graces

In understanding our identity in Christ, first, we must discern between justification and adoption. While they are inseparable, they provide two distinct experiences of grace. Through justification, we encounter God as the righteous Judge, declaring us righteous and freeing us from the penalty of sin. Romans 3:24 (ESV) reveals that we “are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus”—— a powerful truth that evokes feelings of relief, gratitude, and freedom.

Yet, beyond this courtroom encounter is the heart of God inviting us home. Adoption takes us from mere legal standing to intimate belonging. Galatians 4:6 (ESV) speaks of God sending “the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, crying, ‘Abba! Father!’” This father-child relationship is profoundly intimate, evoking emotions of wonder and joy as we become heirs to His kingdom (Romans 8:17, ESV). Despite being closely entwined, it is crucial that Christians appreciate them as distinct experiences of grace. While justification restores our legal status before God, adoption invites us into the warmth of His embrace.

From Slavery to Sonship

Scripture draws a bold contrast between being slaves and being sons. Whereas the law imprisoned us in guilt, grace invites us into freedom. The journey from slavery to sonship, as Paul expresses in Galatians 4:7 (ESV) —— “So you are no longer a slave, but a son, and if a son, then an heir through God” —— infuses our daily walk with dignity and purpose.

Yet, paradoxically, many believers are content with being ‘justified servants’ rather than revelling in their full heirship in Christ. A relatable depiction of this can be drawn from the parable of the Prodigal Son (Luke 15:11-32, ESV). Often, like the prodigal, we recognise our sin and strive for forgiveness. At the same time, we internalise a sense of unworthiness to be fully reinstated as sons: “Treat me as one of your hired servants.” The prodigal echoes our own hesitations about embracing the fullness of divine adoption. This mindset reflects a deeper “orphan syndrome,” preventing us from experiencing the enjoyment, confidence, and rest available in the father-child bond.    Additionally, the elder son, who stayed at home, seemed outwardly devoted to his father. Yet, his obedience masked an underlying belief that he could earn his father's approval through his diligent service. Proud of his unwavering efforts, he felt entitled to recognition and acceptance above his younger brother, who had lived recklessly. In this, the elder son sought the status of a 'righteous servant,' unaware that he was neglecting the inherent privilege of simply being his father's heir. His focus on merit and duty made him blind to the true essence of his sonship, which should have been a source of contentment and fulfillment. This story invites us to reflect on our own lives, challenging us to recognise that moral goodness and service alone cannot replace the joy and tranquility of an authentic father-child relationship. Unfortunately, this is a familiar theme in our context, where moral integrity and outward appearance are valued so highly.

A Call to Reality and Liberation

Of utmost importance is the Spirit’s role in our testament of adoption. According to Galatians 4:6, the Spirit actively testifies to our sonship, fostering the intimacy of our cries to “Abba, Father.” This privilege awakens us to the reality that, through sonship we inherit not only a name or title but active participation in God’s divine life, transforming how we engage with everything from prayer to our daily struggles.

Why do many feel spiritually heavy-laden, deeply entwined in anxiety and self-reliance? The problem lies not in our legal status before God, but in how our lived experience relates to our God-given identity. We, therefore, need a recalibration towards a God-defined narrative of sonship as opposed to a worldly one characterised by striving and fear. Practically, this involves becoming more aware of our personal "orphan tendencies" and actively practicing grace-enabled disciplines like gospel meditation, receptive repentance, and vulnerable community.

Walking in Our True Identity

Through the journey of adoption, a believer moves from isolation to intimacy, insecurity to confidence, and from the burden of works-righteousness into the light of imputed righteousness.  Indeed, as J.I. Packer observes, “Father is the Christian name for God.” Our sonship injects our faith with a renewed identity that beckons us to celebrate and embody this bond as children of God. Embracing sonship isn't merely a private comfort; it becomes a public testament, exemplifying through our lives the vibrancy and beauty of the gospel. 

To walk in this identity, we need sustained rhythms that nurture our growth in sonship. Meditating on the gospel reminds us that we are forgiven and forever loved by God. Preaching the gospel to ourselves confronts the false narratives swirling in our minds, aligning our hearts with truth. Practicing repentance not only leads us to experience God’s empowerment but also ushers in profound joy. Engaging in authentic friendships and processing our stories in light of the gospel solidify our community in Christ and illuminate the freedom we find in Jesus, who draws us from darkness into His resplendent light (1 Peter 2:9, ESV). 

These steps, woven into our daily walk, allow us not just to conceptualise sonship, but to live it. May we be a people who, through our lives, demonstrate the grace of adoption to our families, our fellow believers, our cities, and the world.

For further reflection:

A man who had been active as an elder for many years became ill in his old age and was unable to leave his house, living in a wheelchair. The elder, who had a respiratory illness, was having difficulty breathing even with the use of an oxygen cylinder, and his appetite had disappeared, and his strength was gradually declining. The church community continued to remember him in their prayers, but one day the pastor was called to his home. When the pastor visited him, the elder told him that he was worried about whether he would be able to go to heaven when he died.

He was a man who had been a successful elder and businessman for many years. The pastor explained to him what the gospel was, and that he had been clothed in the righteousness of Christ Jesus through the redemptive work of the cross, and that he was already a child of God, regardless of whether he had been successful or unsuccessful in his career.

After the elder had confirmed and reassured himself of his identity in Christ, he recovered from his illness, enjoyed some time with his family and friends, and was then called to heaven.

The pastor was moved by the power of the gospel as he saw how an identity in Christ could actually bring peace and hope to a person's mind and body. At the same time, he was reminded once again of the danger of losing that identity.

Author:CTCJ Collaborative Writing Team

In 2025, CTCJ set out a new vision to become a thought leader in the field of urban church planting in Japan. The Collaborative Writing Team (Co-writing Team) is one of the ways we are working towards this goal. The team is made up of a core group of staff members, as well as a number of writers and editors from diverse backgrounds, who work together to produce articles on topics that are useful for church planters, with the gospel as the foundation and focus.